<body> Lost In J-rock
...自己紹介♥

Me.
3rd Nov 1994
3 Loyalty '09
SNCO - Percs
Drummer
Ex YSJ FC
Current SgCafer
よろしく！

...欲しいもの♥

戒 & his drumset
麗の ESP U-01 [HELLION]
アリス九號.
ガゼット
SCREW
Sadie
ヴィドール
Chocolate

...To Do List♥

♥J-rock:
- Buy Distress and Coma for HL
♥Band:
- Book studio for jamming session!
♥Chinese Orchestra:
- Practice MORE
♥School:
- Do E-lit homework
♥Friends' Birthday:
- HUILIAN!!!

...私の友達♥

Huilian - The Spam Queen
 Sherlyn - The Crazy One
 Even - The Loved One
 Vanessa - The Pro Guitarist
 Aiiki - The ethe'Real Entity
 Miji - The "Bro"
 Joey - The "Uruha"
 Rayray - The Cool One
 Kimi - The "Korean" One
 WonderMe - The Saga Lover
 Jo - The Chio One
 Sam - The Bass-cist Uncle
 Nao - The Akiba-kei Leader

...Music♥


J-rock Faves

...Cassis♥
ずっと繰り返してた
ずっと悲しませてばかりだった
きっとあなたさえも傷付けて
僕は動けぬまま

あなたに触れる事が
何故 こんなに苦しいのですか?
きっと 同じ事を繰り返し
あなたを 失って
しまうのが怖かったから

寄り添う事で拭おうとした
忘れ切れなかった日を
あなたは何も聞かずに
この手を握ってくれたね

明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
きっと変わらず愛している。

And we'll walk together
The future not promised
It keeps walking together
To the future in which you are...

辛い事さえ 忘れるくらい
あなたを想っている
会えない夜を数える度に
焦がれる胸

かけ違いの寂しさ募る
どうか一人きりで泣かないで
どんなに離れていても
信じ合える二人でいよう

どうかこのまま笑っていたい
あなたを傷付けさせないで
時が経つ度 薄れて行った
あんな想い 繰り返したくない

明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
きっと変わらず愛している。

どうか 僕だけを 見つめていて
どうか　この手が 解けぬよう

And we'll walk together
The future not promised
It keeps walking together
To the future in which you are...

...昔のこと♥

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    ...しゃべる所♥


    Monday, 20 April 2009


    I am very sick now... My temperature flactuates randomly but stays above 37.8 degree celsius.

    My temperature log

    Saturday:

    - 9.10am (37.1)
    - 9.30am (37.8)
    - 10am (38.1)
    - 10.30am (37.8) <-- I ate medicine
    - 12pm (38.3) <-- I dozed off, thus the time gap
    - 1pm (38.6)

    It continues to flactuate. Sigh...

    Sunday:

    - 6.10am (39.4)

    I couldn't sleep at all. I was feverish, my throat was dry and scratchy, my nose was running and my head was pounding. I would close my eyes for about 5-10 mins, not really sleeping, and wake up to blow my nose and drink water. It was the most horrible night I've ever had, with the exception of the food poisoning incident.

    I went to the clinic on Sunday. I don't know if the medicine harms my stomach but ever since I started taking the medicine, I threw up everything I ate. Sometimes, when I don't have anything to throw up, I would still retch and out comes my bile. Gross? Try being in my shoes. Bile is really bitter and leaves a strong aftertaste.

    I am on MC today but I'll go for my C-lit lesson at 2.30pm as I think Du Lao Shi will give us back our scripts for Bai He Hua. After C-lit, I'll go for CCA and stay until I cannot take it. SYF is on Wednesday. I can't afford to skip anymore practices. I've already missed the Saturday practice.

    Sigh... I really want to compete in SYF. I don't want all of my hard work to be wasted. I don't want to let Zhang Ying take my place. She's supposed to be my reserve for Yue Er Gao but I don't think she can memorise the scores. Her control of the instrument's volume is also not as good as mine.

    Oh heck. What if I faint during SYF? It is highly possible, since I am feeling kind of weak and light-headed.

    Let's just pray.

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    - the sigh faded away for wind

    Sunday, 12 April 2009


    http://community.livejournal.com/masakarasu/95762.html#cutid1

    I am touched by Miyavi's thoughtfulness. I think he'll make a good father and husband. All the best!

    Countdown to SYF:

    10 days.

    I fell sick. Let's hope I can make it in time for SYF.

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    - the sigh faded away for wind

    Friday, 10 April 2009


    I'm kinda stressed out right now.

    Sigh...

    It's not the infinite number of tests and projects that bothers me. It's actually SYF...

    22 April 2009.

    Countdown to Doomsday:

    12 days.

    Frankly speaking, it'll help if my conductor doesn't change my instrument every few days.

    Cymbals-->Drums-->Yun luo+Bass drum-->Glockenspiel-->Vibraphone-->Chimes-->Yun luo.

    この世界は神は無い。
    あの。。。この世界は。。。
    私には、この世界は恐ろしいです。

    My Jap is pathetic.

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    - the sigh faded away for wind