Monday 20 April 2009
I am very sick now... My temperature flactuates randomly but stays above 37.8 degree celsius.
My temperature log
Saturday:
- 9.10am (37.1)
- 9.30am (37.8)
- 10am (38.1)
- 10.30am (37.8) <-- I ate medicine
- 12pm (38.3) <-- I dozed off, thus the time gap
- 1pm (38.6)
It continues to flactuate. Sigh...
Sunday:
- 6.10am (39.4)
I couldn't sleep at all. I was feverish, my throat was dry and scratchy, my nose was running and my head was pounding. I would close my eyes for about 5-10 mins, not really sleeping, and wake up to blow my nose and drink water. It was the most horrible night I've ever had, with the exception of the food poisoning incident.
I went to the clinic on Sunday. I don't know if the medicine harms my stomach but ever since I started taking the medicine, I threw up everything I ate. Sometimes, when I don't have anything to throw up, I would still retch and out comes my bile. Gross? Try being in my shoes. Bile is really bitter and leaves a strong aftertaste.
I am on MC today but I'll go for my C-lit lesson at 2.30pm as I think Du Lao Shi will give us back our scripts for Bai He Hua. After C-lit, I'll go for CCA and stay until I cannot take it. SYF is on Wednesday. I can't afford to skip anymore practices. I've already missed the Saturday practice.
Sigh... I really want to compete in SYF. I don't want all of my hard work to be wasted. I don't want to let Zhang Ying take my place. She's supposed to be my reserve for Yue Er Gao but I don't think she can memorise the scores. Her control of the instrument's volume is also not as good as mine.
Oh heck. What if I faint during SYF? It is highly possible, since I am feeling kind of weak and light-headed.
Let's just pray.Labels: Chinese Orchestra, school, thoughts
- the sigh faded away for wind
Sunday 12 April 2009
http://community.livejournal.com/masakarasu/95762.html#cutid1
I am touched by Miyavi's thoughtfulness. I think he'll make a good father and husband. All the best!
Countdown to SYF:
10 days.
I fell sick. Let's hope I can make it in time for SYF.Labels: Chinese Orchestra, idols, Japan, thoughts, websites
- the sigh faded away for wind
Friday 10 April 2009
I'm kinda stressed out right now.
Sigh...
It's not the infinite number of tests and projects that bothers me. It's actually SYF...
22 April 2009.
Countdown to Doomsday:
12 days.
Frankly speaking, it'll help if my conductor doesn't change my instrument every few days.
Cymbals-->Drums-->Yun luo+Bass drum-->Glockenspiel-->Vibraphone-->Chimes-->Yun luo.
この世界は神は無い。
あの。。。この世界は。。。
私には、この世界は恐ろしいです。
My Jap is pathetic.Labels: Chinese Orchestra, Japan, school, thoughts
- the sigh faded away for wind
